is 4 ++ in the morning..i actually slept at around 11 but i wake up around 2.30..i try to get back to sleep but i cant fall asleep..fuck that..the reason i wake up is that i heard my phon snap picture..i wondering is me who mispress it or it snap pix itself (lolz..this really freak me out)..ok..i'll just assume that i mispress it..what should i blog ??hmmm..ok..i will talk bout my recent life in kl..already been here for some times..assignment..college..friends(altou i did not mix around much in school)..uni life is not that enjoyable actually..i jus miss those high school days..miss my frens..miss my life in st anthony..those were the best..anyway..those were memories..we have to grow up and move forward..hey mates, we will be someone one days..wish u guys to be success in life ..!!

Is already the 5th lesson of this psy 110, the title for this lesson - Exploring my Aptitudes and Skills. Is basically in searching what skills I had in myself and aptitudes which mean the ability of me to learn quickly. So, what skills I had in myself to be proud of ? not much of achievement to prove of in the past 20 years of my life. Setting goals never happen in my life until today but after this lesson, it might have change my thought. I should start to learn to set goals in my life and achieve it. I might not be the best but at least there is goals to chase on in my life.

What is so special of this lesson that had change my thought ? John Goddard, the world's greatest goals achiever. At the age of 15, with 127 that kind of goals, anyone on this earth will definitely get impress and thought of doing something in their life. He is definitely my new idol and Steven Gerard and David Beckham will be past tense now. What is on my mind now is the differences between goals and dreams. Are both of them the same thing? At the age of 15, how many teenage at that age would have wanted to climb Mt. Everest ? It seen so far, is more like a dream than a goal and yet John Goddard have not achieve it either.

At the very next moment after I wondering bout the diferences between goals and dreams, another question pop up in my mind, if I set an easy goal that can be achieve easily and within my current ability, what is the purpose of me setting that particular goal? Setting high goal is a way to make me work harder in order to achieve that goal, that is the message pei li trying to send out to us right? I hope is not too late for me to start up now.

ben

Again, I was late for the class this week for around 10 minutes. When I walk into the class everyone is watching a video clip of Robin William (if I’m not mistaken with his name). I find a place and sit down and watch the video clip. Is something bout mother earth and man, I’m not quite sure about the story line because when I enter the hall, the video clip is half way already. When the video finish, there is this Indian guy that stand up and talk. I was like ‘gosh, am I in the wrong class? Shouldn’t this be Pei Li’s class?’ then only for me to found out that today’s lecturer is this Indian guy instead of Pei Li. This week’s class is about value. Value is about qualities, characteristic, or idea that will affect our decision. My thought is everyone might value a thing in different angle, this can be seen clearly during the class activity. There are people that think that the gun is violent but some think that the gun is safety. When the question what is value came out (the 3 W thing) Who am I ? Where are we going? and Why? When I look at all these questions, it actually recalls all the past classes that conduct by Pei Li.

So, who am I? am I on the right track for my life ? I will decide who am I and I would not regret for what I decide today. This is the answer that I will give you. Where am I heading to? Goals may change in time to time, but I will definitely strive all the way to achieve my goal (although I have not set any in my life =P). The hardest question is why am I doing this? My opinion is that the answer to this question is how we value our life. In different time, different situation and different age, the answer to this WHY will be different, therefore I think that is a variable statement to made under different consequences.

Yesterday was the 3rd lecturer class for my psy 110 class. I am not going to wait until the very last minute to jot down my 3rd journal this time..I was again late for this class ( sorry for not being punctual) . I guess the class start off by continuing the honest assessment that we did not finnish last week. Because I am late , so i miss that part .

Then , Pei Li hand us the lesson 3 sheet which entitle Understanding my Personality. After answering the 18 question without knowing what was the purpose, Pei Li then ask us to find out our coordinate base on the answer that we answer ( I'll just skip the calculation part). My coordinate is (-1,1). I was wondering am I a peaceful dove with a little bit of peacock in me ?Since my coordinate is so near to (0,0) and I do have some fantasy thinking some times .

By saying me as a dove is a statement that can be accept. I was late for 2 class out of 3, is so obvious that I am slow at taking action (laugh out loud). The part we draw our Ideal University, the one that was build on cloud was really fantastic. I think everyone would want to have that kind of University but not that everyone dare to speak out their dream although is was just a game on mahjong papers.

Dream is what people always does not work on. My self as an example, I dream to be so and so, the problem is I never work hard on it to achieve that particular dream. Excuses will always appear, at least I do try to dream. One thing that I'm very sure is that i never dream to be someone else, I'm happy to be myself. I believe that the way to be special is to be myself ^^

Ben

Pei Li ask one of the coursemate to read out her 1st journal in front of class at this 2nd class of PSY 110. Thanks jeevi for doing that so that I got at least a guideline to start my journal off. Honestly I was so blur and don't know where to start before this . Then is the honest assessment bout yourself thing which we have to fill in our interest, like and dislike, values, needs, goal and yadda yadda yadda. The purpose of this perhaps is to make us know ourself more...and Pei Li did mention that if we were not sure bout our career path, we are in the right course because at the end of the day, we will know our self well. Therefore on that moment onward, I know that I'm on the right track for my future although I might not understand myself well enough at this very moment.

Go back to this honest assessment sheet , one of the space that we need to fill is what skill that i owed..I wondering for sometime bout what skill I'm having ? Did i really achieve something in the past 20 years of my life ? Teachers always says that I did have a smart brain but I'm lazy,therefore no achievement in my academic . I'm a state basketball player during my primary time but not now. I go for art class since I'm 6 but I'm not really good at it although i still manage to get an A1 for my spm. In the end , I just did not fill in that part.

Then is this workshop session base on the honest assessment sheet that we filled up..We manage to rearrange our place in just a few minute into 6 group. I end up in this E group which represent Entrepreneur. Most of us in this group share some characteristic in common such as we like taking risk and dealing with money . I guess our dream job going to be the boss or CEO of some kind of big company..

BEN

First of all , I myself was not good at this blogging thing. This is because my command of English is not that good and I does not think that we can actually voice out our opinion freely although is blogging. You might probably end up in ISA if you mistakenly raise up some issue which they think that you are disrespecting the country. OK, back to my journal which i should start it 2 week ago on 2nd of September. Due to my laziness and i just realize that i have to hand up the first 2 journal next Tuesday, I somehow have to get my self to start up this blog with my very first post reflecting a lecturer class that i attended 2 week ago.

I was late for this very 1st morning of my brand new college life having a totally new subject which is psy 110 Career Guidance. When I look at the title of this course, the whole idea i was having is it probably will be those boring survey that we use to have in our school days and i have to endure it for the next 7 week ? (gosh,i'm gonna die).As the class go along,I found out that it benefit us a lot as I think most of us does not actually know which path shall we go in deciding our career.

One of the phrase that Pei Li mention that really inspire me is 'choose the job you love , you will never have to work anymore'.I totally agree with it, just imagine that when we're doing a thing which we love it so much,we would not even feel that we're working. But of course the job or the career I should say have to give us a good payment too. We cant just work as a barista with a basic salary of Rm1200 for the rest of our life because we love to brew coffee.